Let me just be frank i hate the waiting game. You know it, I’m sure everyone has played it as some point…. It’s the game where you are waiting to hear about an important decision / meeting / date / answer / x etc (replace x with anything that is relevant to you).
So to get to the point. As mentioned last week it was a gray Monday and honestly the week did not get much better from there. However, there were one or two interesting events that could have lead to a happier end to the week. However, the interesting events did not materialise and I am still waiting, waiting, waiting.
I am not generally impatient – ok i can be a little, but for big “things” I really would like instant gratification. I am a worrier – i get that from my mother – I firmly believe it is a horrible hereditry Jewish trait – worry – but I have it and boy do I live up to it at times like this.
So while I wait for this waiting game to end, i just sit and worry. I am trying to keep myself busy, but the wonderful thing about being a woman is that I can multi-task. Therefore I can keep myself busy with other “things”, but can worry at the same time. My poor tummy is filled with knots. I am trying to be positive though – I do think that is the best think, be positive and optimistic. Not always easy – but it needs to be done!
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